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It's been many years since I've posted an update, so thought I'd come back to my dA home for a bit. I submitted a few paintings about a year ago, but other than that, I've gone away from digital and traditional art completely and have been putting all of my passion into writing and becoming an author. (Which of course, is also art!) I want to share that here with you.


I am proud to announce that my first publication was in September 2020, called Deipnon. It's available on Amazon in the link below. It's a collection of dark poetry of life, death, magic and romance.


https://www.amazon.com/Deipnon-Poetry-Collective-Jenny-Toupin-ebook/dp/B08J7K2RNN/


Also in the works is another smaller chapbook titled The Death of Darkness and a Pagan/Witchcraft book titled Book of Invocations. If you want to learn more and get free stuff, please follow my blog.


thewriterzcorner.wordpress.com

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So uhm. Hey guys. ....:D
Need opinions...
Pick a cosplay I should do next out of these:
Atashi from Chobits
Vanellope from Wreck it Ralph
Dokuro from Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-Chan
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TEN "ARE YOU"S:

1. Are you single? – YES
2. Are you happy? –Strangely...
3. Are you bored? – very
5. Are you Italian? – nope
6. Are you German? – nope
7. Are you Asian? – small small small percent?;;;
8. Are you cool? – No. Cool kid at heart though.
9. Are you Irish?- Nu-uh
10. Are your parents still married? – Uh...never were.
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FACTS:

1. Hair Color – darkest brown
2. Hair Style – front bangs... long lotsa layers... hair is wet.;;;
3. Eye Color – Brown.
4. Gender – Female.
5. Lefty or Righty – Righty.
6. Summer or Winter – Summer

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love? – No. I was wrong.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? – I think so. But we'll see.
3. Why did your last relationship fail? – He turned out to be a lying cheating pedo bear
4. Have you ever been hurt? – Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? – Alot... unfortunately.
6. Are you in love? – Not yet.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? – Yes.
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? – ....No
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? – Sorta?
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TEN "THIS OR THAT":

1. Love or Lust? – I've lusted wayyyy too much. But I desire love. :/
2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? - Lemon iced tea
3. Cats or Dogs? – Cats
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? – Many regular friends. Lost all my besties.
5. Television or Internet? – Internet.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? – Wild night out
8. Pink or Purple? – Purple.
9. Day or Night? – Night.
10. IM or Phone? – Phone.
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TEN "HAVE YOU EVER"S:

1. Been caught sneaking out? – Soooorta. xD; Lied my way out
2. Fell down the stairs? – ....possibly.
3. White water rafted? – No.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? – I don't believe I've had one.
5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? - ....-nodnod.- TT~TT
7. Skipped school? – yea
8. Wanted to disappear – does dying fall into that category?
9. Went to a concert- yuuusss
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NINE PREFERENCES:

1. Smile or Eyes? - Eye contact, with a heart melting smile~
2. Light or Dark Hair? – Doesn't matter.
3. Hugs or Kisses? – Hmm...Both?
4. Shorter or Taller? – TALLER
5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? – Intelligence. ...but they still can't be ugly. lol
6. Jock or Nerd? – Nerds.
7. Hook-up or relationship? – Relationship.
8. Funny and poor OR Rich and serious? --Funny and poor.
9. Play the guitar or into sports? – Play the guitar~
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NINE LASTS:

1. Last phone call? – Eric..?
2. Last phone call you received? –Alex probably.
3. Last person you hung out with? – Eric...>///>
4. Last person you hugged? – -shrug.- My Luna?
5. Last person you IM'ed? – ...Either Bret Kaleb or Jevon <----haven't used IM in years
6. Last thing you ate? – Chicken Alfredo
7. Last thing you drank? – Pepsi
8. Last site you went on? – Facebook, dA.
9. Last place you were? – Work
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FAMILY:

1. Do you and your family get along? – . . . .NO
2. Would you say you have a "screwed up life"? – Always. Very.
4. Have you ever gotten kicked out? – Yes
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FRIENDS:

1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? – Some are creeps
2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? – no
3. Do you trust all your friends? – ehhhhhhh no
6. Who knows everything about you? – I'm not sure honestly
7. Did you lie during this survey? – More honest than I've been in a loooong time
8. How many people will know if you're lying? – It's easy to tell these days
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RANDOM:

1. Who was your last 4 texts from? – Brenna, Ashley, Stephen, Alex
2. Where was your default picture? – ?
4. What is your current mood? – Gloomy Shroomy
5. What's your dad's middle name? – Morris
6. What color shirt are you wearing? – black dress
7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? – No. Yes. IDK
8. Where was the last place out of town that you went to? – ...drs xD;
9. Ever had a near death experience? – Yes
10. Something you do a lot? – Confuse myself
11. Name someone with the same birthday as you – noone
12. When was the last time you cried – yesterday
13. If you could have a super power what would it be? – super psychic abilities
14. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? – Genuinality;;?
15. Favorite color? LIME green ;D
16. Do you still like kiddy movies? – ?
17. What's your favorite smell? – Good boy spray. lol
18. Describe your life in one word? – ew
19. What are you looking forward to the most? – Getting my Luna...And living happily
20. Who are you thinking about right now? – Luna....A guy....Long day at work
21 What should you be doing? – Waking Alex up
22. Who was the last person that made you upset? Coworker
23. What are you listening to? – I Hope You Choke
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? – I wear no shirt
Have you ever had a pet fish? – Yes.
Does the future make you more nervous or excited? – excited
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? – nope. too early
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? – ya
Do you have a best friend to lean on? – soooorta.
Who's thinking about you right now? – How da hell would I know?
How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? – idunno
Do you wanna see somebody right now? – YES
In the past week have you felt sad? – -Nod-
Do you like cookies n' cream bars? – YES<3
What eye color is the prettiest? – green
What are you going to do next? –shake it like an earthquake
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TEN "ARE YOU"S:

1. Are you single? – no:)
2. Are you happy? – in a demented broken state yes. I think its called crazy though? Could be wrong.
3. Are you bored? – not rly
5. Are you Italian? – nope
6. Are you German? – nope
7. Are you Asian? – small small small percent?;;;
8. Are you cool? – No. Cool kid at heart though.
9. Are you Irish?- Nu-uh
10. Are your parents still married? – Uh...never were.
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FACTS:

1. Hair Color – darkest brown
2. Hair Style – front bangs... long lotsa layers... hair is wet.;;;
3. Eye Color – Brown.
4. Gender – Female.
5. Lefty or Righty – Righty.
6. Summer or Winter – Summer

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love? – once. the only person I was with that didn't love me.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? – eh. hasn't happened yet. wait. no. nvm. lies.
3. Why did your last relationship fail? – -cough cough.- .... ehhhh. very personal.
4. Have you ever been hurt? – Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? – Alot... unfortunately.
6. Are you in love? – Not yet.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? – Yes.
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week? – Many many people. Though I regret hugging Fry.. O_O
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer? – Sorta?
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TEN "THIS OR THAT":

1. Love or Lust? – I've lusted wayyyy too much. But I desire love. :/
2. Lemonade or Iced Tea? - Lemonade
3. Cats or Dogs? – Cats
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? – Many regular friends. Lost all my besties.
5. Television or Internet? – Internet.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? – Wild night out
8. Pink or Purple? – Purple.
9. Day or Night? – Night.
10. IM or Phone? – Phone.
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TEN "HAVE YOU EVER"S:

1. Been caught sneaking out? – Soooorta. xD; Lied my way out
2. Fell down the stairs? – ....possibly.
3. White water rafted? – No.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker? – I don't believe I've had one.
5. Wanted something/someone so bad it hurt? - ....-nodnod.- TT~TT
7. Skipped school? – yea
8. Wanted to disappear – does dying fall into that category?
9. Went to a concert- not rly
_____________________________________

NINE PREFERENCES:

1. Smile or Eyes? - Eyes. Depends on who it is tho sometimes
2. Light or Dark Hair? – Doesn't matter.
3. Hugs or Kisses? – Hmm...Both?
4. Shorter or Taller? – TALLER
5. Intelligence or Attractiveness? – Intelligence. ...but they still can't be ugly. lol
6. Jock or Nerd? – Nerds.
7. Hook-up or relationship? – Relationship.
8. Funny and poor OR Rich and serious? --Funny and poor.
9. Play the guitar or into sports? – Play the guitar~
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NINE LASTS:

1. Last phone call? – IDR. >.<...Julie?
2. Last phone call you received? – iono. Don't like calling ppl
3. Last person you hung out with? – Julie Bret Fry and quite a few other ppl
4. Last person you hugged? – Bret
5. Last person you IM'ed? – ...Either Bret Kaleb or Jevon
6. Last thing you ate? – Special K cereal
7. Last thing you drank? – Milk
8. Last site you went on? – Facebook, dA.
9. Last place you were? – Julies
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FAMILY:

1. Do you and your family get along? – . . . .NO
2. Would you say you have a "screwed up life"? – Always. Very.
4. Have you ever gotten kicked out? – I WISH
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FRIENDS:

1. Do you secretly hate one of your friends? – Some are creeps
2. Do you consider all of your friends good friends? – no
3. Do you trust all your friends? – ehhhhhhh
6. Who knows everything about you? – I'm not sure honestly
7. Did you lie during this survey? – More honest than I've been in a loooong time
8. How many people will know if you're lying? – iono
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RANDOM:

1. Who was your last 4 texts from? – Bret Bret Stephen Bret;;;;;
2. Where was your default picture? – ?
4. What is your current mood? – annoyed
5. What's your dad's middle name? – Richael
6. What color shirt are you wearing? – Black with rainbows. Hello Kitty
7. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? – No. Yes. IDK
8. Where was the last place out of town that you went to? – idk.... not aloud outta town rly
9. Ever had a near death experience? – Yes
10. Something you do a lot? – Confuse myself
11. Name someone with the same birthday as you – noone
12. When was the last time you cried – a few days ago
13. If you could have a super power what would it be? – super psychic abilities
14. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? – Genuinality;;?
15. Favorite color? LIME green ;D
16. Do you still like kiddy movies? – ?
17. What's your favorite smell? – Good boy spray. lol
18. Describe your life in one word? – ew
19. What are you looking forward to the most? – moving out
20. Who are you thinking about right now? – too hard on this question
21 What should you be doing? – getting ready to leave in 20 min
22. Who was the last person that made you upset? my mom
23. What are you listening to? – my mom bitch
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? – Hot Topic
Have you ever had a pet fish? – Yes.
Does the future make you more nervous or excited? – excited
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? – nope. too early
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? – ya
Do you have a best friend to lean on? – soooorta.
Who's thinking about you right now? – How da hell would I know?
How many people of the opposite sex have you made cry? – noone
Do you wanna see somebody right now? – Several
In the past week have you felt sad? – -Nod-
Do you like cookies n' cream bars? – YES<3
What eye color is the prettiest? – green
What are you going to do next? – Go out
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Of course I'm blamed for stealing money that provides for me and not the handler.
So.... my mom misplaced $400 of grocery money now? Two days in a row.
I'm sick of this.
FUCK THIS SHIT. MY AUNT IS STEALING OUR FUCKING MONEY AND MY FUCKING MOTHER IS STUPID AS HELL.
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